6 hours till 22

well i dont get to this very often. i just havnt been in the writing mood as of late, and im sorry to all those who read this. but 22 is in 6 hours and i dont know if i should be excited or depressed. i can say that i am excited that leigh...that might be the first time i said her name... will be coming from hawaii to spend my birthday with me. we plan on going to disenyland for the weekend and i plan on enjoys the limited time i get with her to the fullest. i would have to say that this relationship has turned very serious, i can actually see myself settling down and devoting a life to her. up until i began falling in love with her, i pictured myself a bachelor for life. one relationship after another and listening to screamo and "ill stab you with my knife and eat your heart out" lyrics until i was fifty. but now i notice i go check a lot of acoustic stuff on purevolume, mainly for the lyrics and love ballads. its nice to read that all is well in NY. your tranformation from sinner to winner is good, but where does that leave monique? no sex in the freddie room huh? thats all good, but i can say its not for me. and if leigh reads this, im sorry about the eagles. i was rooting for them to pull through, but some bad forth quarter decision and shitty time managment really messed them up. also i want to address this publically, i think i just did above, but i love you. ill see you soon and were going to have a great time!