its saturday and its coming up to be about 400 and i still have nothing to do. pretty much im bored. so i got to see usc destroy the arizona sun devils in what wasnt even a good match up. arizona came in 5-0 but they couldnt compete with the powerhouse usc. hell reggie bush had like 2 touchdowns and then threw for one to #8 who had another touchdown as well. barely into the 3rd quarter it was 42-7. ive been in games like that and it sucks. so i fucked with my hair cause i got bored and it looks like something picasso would be proud of. oh and my lap top if officially fucked up. it wont turn on anymore im just hoping it has something to do with the battery. but my dad(of all people) thought he could fix it. so whatever he did might have messed it up---cause before he touched it, it worked fine. my girl is at the beach with her girl friends in hawaii---supposedly theyre hot. then theyre going to dinner where thay eat for half price at this pretty expensive resturant---HOW DO THEY GET THE DEAL!?! flirt with the waiter and make him feel good about himself. poor kid doesnt even see it. well at least thats what im assuming. i could be all wrong but thats what ill think. nothing wants to work today. i cant even log onto my aim service to possibly have some human interaction. i think its just one of those days. i should probably just go to sleep before it gets worse. i know everyone has those days when nothing seems to be working out. i think i should go to ob and hang out with babs but then kroephl has this get together for his birthday so i think i should go to that too. oh hey something good---my laptop just turned on---nice mister. i think it was the battery. thank whoever has control over stuff like that. so the days are passing and im getting nervous and so many questions will be answered when i get off that plane. its not that i question how i feel but some reassurance is nice every now and then. sorry for the long post but im bored right now. peace.