My short story in Progress

sssshhhhhh....we have to be very very quite, as to not diturbe the princess. See she's sleeping over there, we wouldn't want her to scream, it might wake up the dragon, Belvidere. He is a terrible beast, large and he smells of the worst possible smell. His eyes can burn holes in your heart and his breath is as hot as fire. He is no ordinary dragon, in that he can take the shape of many things, so as to see him right now, in his natural form, is amazing. Belvidere was once a terrible man, inflicting disease on the most beautiful women in the world. He cast wicked spells into their eyes which caused the women to see such horrifying reflections that they would go to any extreme to look normal again. But the remarkable thing of it was that to you or me, they look absolutley amazing. The spells Belvidere cast took many lives, driving these women to skin and bones until their very own spirt within could not take it and decided the only way to survive was eat itself. I hope those sad souls made it somewhere not on earth. I have heard stories of women eating enough for a whole army only to spit it out as fast as they ate it. I have heard of such stories from town to town that i visit, from home to home that have finally pointed me into this direction. It was when i finally went to the town of sir clare monty that i was told there was a princess that had been taken by Belvidere. They showed me paintings of her, so beatuful she was, i nearly collapsed when my heart sunk into my chest. I felt a sensation i had never felt before, the queen came to me and said in a voice as close to an angels, "She is amazingly beautiful and very intelligent. She can joke as good as the jester and can compete with any man in this world. Her eyes have the sparkle of the rarest gems and her heart is open to the world. I think you brave knight, have fallen in love. It was the evil dragon Belvidere that has taken our princess away, he has cast one of the most wicked spells on her and i'm afraid that your true love, the look you have in your eye when you nearly collapsed is the only thing to save her. Go sweet knight, cross that giant ocean and fight off all the beast that get in your way. Walk up to that dragon and slay him, save our princess and she will be yours. look into her eyes and show her love, she will awake and be yours. save the princess, you havnt much time."----- And so here i am, so close, i have been through so much to get here. crossing that sea was no easy task, i came accross so many creatures, non of which thought much of killing me. my sword went through them with such ease, i feel it is my destiny to save the princess. So wait here, Belvidere is going to fall to my sword, and i will save the princess... ---( the knight steps out from behind the rocks he was crouching behind. slowly he rveals his sword from his hip, long and straight, made of the most precious metals on the earth. the sword looked as if it was glowing as the knight brought it up over his head. he made no sound, as light as an angel sent down from heaven, he made his way to Belvidere. the knight crept up and made his way to the front of the giant dragon, neither Belvidere or the princess awoke. the knight brought the sword up of his head and with one swift blow brought that sword and all its mercy down upon the dragons neck. Belvidere shot up and fire came from his mouth, his blood shot out and caught the surrounding trees on fire. the princess woke with the loudest scream, she was terrified and ran from her reflection in the sword. Belvidere blew fire towards the knight, who ducked behind a rock to save himself. when the dragon tried to take flight the knight jumped and took off one of the dragons wings which brought him down so hard the earth began to shake. Belvidere tried to make his way up but the knight slashed off his arm and dismembered a leg. Belvidere layed there in agony, with no strength left, the knight took his sword and raised high above the dragons head, when it came down, it was smooth and quite. Belvidere made no noise, his eyes wide, his breath vacant and his life escaped and his soul taken to bottoms of hell. the knight did not waste time, he went straight for the princess, who had taken refuge behind a rock. the words that were spoken are of the most beautiful and amazing i have ever heard.)---- "Princess , Princess. open and your eyes and look at me. I have only heard of the ....

I wanna be a myspace WHORE!!!!

well well, i dont write on here nearly as often as i should, but this myspace thing is annoying. im going to contradict myself by saying its kinda cool but at the same time i find myself wondering if im a loser because i dont have many friends on it. my girlfriend gets a new friend everyday and although she has only ten more friends than me, i can feel my competitive nature coming out in the worst. its like i want to add everyone in myspace a friend just to have more than her. gosh im pathetic! and what about all those people that add friends they dont even know. i understand the bands but not the made up girls promoting their sex sites! i had one email me and say she liked my pics and to check hers out. so i went to her profile and it was pretty norml except one part...it was a link to some porno site. now ill admit i was almost tempted to take a look, but you had to pay...so i got a good eye full and moved on. but ive seen all these people add friends of these girls that theyll probably never know....but maybe these guys are myspace pimps or something. anyway.... i went to the beach yesterday...pb drive..... and i got sunburned. hey if kid nix can burn then so can this dirty mexican. my eyes still fucked up but my emo glasses are keeping me in the pimp game.....j/k. leigh reads that and shell bitch slapp me when she sees me again. hes a little qoute by me...i think its original or at least ive never heard it before..."I'm going to bitch slapp you....... with my penis!" i told that to leigh and then went on to put myself down by saying if i even wanted to do that i would end up suffocating her trying to get close enough to slap her with my wiener. these are our wierd conversations. they keep the time going. peace out for now...

Challenges....

Well tomorrow im going to try and go back to school. its been three weeks, and im pretty far behind, but im going to go see where i stand. im not looking forward to walking up all those stairs at school, my depth perception is off and i have to stare at my feet to walk up the stairs. I get some pretty bad headaches now, that send me to my bed, so hopefully tylanol will do their job tomorrow. my girl and i are going strong again, it feels good, i hate those little bumps in the road. i respect her so much, she spent all weekend studying for a biology and chemistry test.... i would have a hard time studying more than an hour....on both. her comitment to it is sexy in a way. i found my way to my space....reluctantly but its kinda cool.

i can see straight!!!!

well is been a few days since i last wrote, and some things have changed a little bit. my relationship with my girlfriend is better, at least for now and i hope it stays that way. she went back to hawaii and i get to see her again in may when i fly out out there, the distance kills us but if were strong we can get through it. as for my eye, i had plastic surgery this last thursday and the doctors were happy. they realligned my eye, so i no longer see doubles when looking straight ahead, but i have difficulty looking up and down and still have some double vision when looking in certian directions. but its hard to tell if that will go away, i just have to wait for the swelling to go down. i have another two weeks of recovery. the detective on the case hasnt heard any new information, so the chances of finding this guy are looking slim. hopefully things will work out...

hard times

its been a while since i last wrote, i think right around my birthday. things have changed so much since then. this really good relationship, or at least i thought i was in, has gone somewhat sour. i think the distance is finally getting to her, but shes not happy. she feels second best, to my going out on the weekends. i dont feel like its like that, but you cant change how someone feels, you can only try to fix the problem. but i almost feel like she wants me not to have a life, while shes in hawaii (paradise) going out all the time and having fun with friends. one who she admitted to liking, some guy that hangs out in her little group of friends, who she spends her free time with and is probably getting to know better than me. sounds more like im second best. things like this happen, i know and its not the first time ive been through it, but its something you never get used to. the only good thing, isnt even a good thing. its sad that it had to take an unfortunate accident on my part to make her realize/think she wants to be with me. last saturday, the 12th, i was at a party in ob with babs and neen, we were trying the leave the party when we came accross some guy who was trying to pick a fight with us. after trying to talk him down, he spit at this couple that was with us, they began to wrestle and i helped to break it up. while the girls got in this guys face, the other guy with us ran up the street, i continued walking up the street and when i turned to see if the girls were coming, i saw this guy running at me and thats the last thing i remember. apperently he kicked me in my face while i was on the ground, but either way when i came to, i got up and the girls walked me to a car and drove me to the hospital. i nearly lost all sight in my right eye and part of my eye socket had collapsed. well at the hospital they performed sergury that saved my eye, and now the vision is getting better. i was restricted to my bed for five days and im not able to go to school or work for at least three weeks. even the task of writing this is painful. i find out what day theyll perform plastic sergury to correct the eye this monday. and to top it all off we found out my health ins ran out on march 1st. so now im looking at some pretty big hospital bills. and now back to my girlfriend, who had broken up with me, to figure things out, in the process a new relationship started behind my back, and when she heard of what happened to me, realized she wanted to be with me. well she flew in to town on the 16th, her birthday and drove up to see me. she spent thursday and friday nights with me and they were amazi ng. and then she left to go to vegas with babs, the trip already planned and told her to go instead of staying here with me. well this morning, sunday the 20th, she began to express how she felt like the didnt know me, how she felt that the things i say to her are a bunch of bullshit and obviously shes not happy, but she feels like there meaningful when were together. all this while im on house arrest until i get better, ive had a few friends come over and a few call, but out of all those people i hang out with from one weekend to the next, not to many have bothered to call. the depression is kicking in and each day gets longer and longer. as for my girlfriend, only she really knows what she wants, i get to hang out and wait, patiently. i guess thats all im really good at now, waiting patiently. i love this girl, but she pushes so hard for me not to be around.

p.s. if anyone can tell me how to post a picture, ill post a picture of my eye.

6 hours till 22

well i dont get to this very often. i just havnt been in the writing mood as of late, and im sorry to all those who read this. but 22 is in 6 hours and i dont know if i should be excited or depressed. i can say that i am excited that leigh...that might be the first time i said her name... will be coming from hawaii to spend my birthday with me. we plan on going to disenyland for the weekend and i plan on enjoys the limited time i get with her to the fullest. i would have to say that this relationship has turned very serious, i can actually see myself settling down and devoting a life to her. up until i began falling in love with her, i pictured myself a bachelor for life. one relationship after another and listening to screamo and "ill stab you with my knife and eat your heart out" lyrics until i was fifty. but now i notice i go check a lot of acoustic stuff on purevolume, mainly for the lyrics and love ballads. its nice to read that all is well in NY. your tranformation from sinner to winner is good, but where does that leave monique? no sex in the freddie room huh? thats all good, but i can say its not for me. and if leigh reads this, im sorry about the eagles. i was rooting for them to pull through, but some bad forth quarter decision and shitty time managment really messed them up. also i want to address this publically, i think i just did above, but i love you. ill see you soon and were going to have a great time!

the long delay

wow it has been way to long since i have written on this. sorry for the delay but i got really lazy since my last post and when school got out my girlfriend came into down and actually just left on the 23rd. it sucks! so i can fill you in on whats been going on. i finished school and got two c's and two b's. i actually thought i was going to do better than that...maybe three b's and one c but either way the classes count and ill never have to take them over. once school was over my girl came into town and we spent as much time as possible together, which pretty much meant every second i wasnt at work. it was a blast...from watching football at pb bar and grill, sitting around either of our houses, to running at least two miles at a time with her, to the emerald plaza in downtown sd on new years, the tavern on sunday---hip hop night---i didnt fit in---but maybe kidnix would----maybe not. we even made it down to mexico once and had our fair share of dollar coronas and we even made it to a strip club. my girl got on stage and even danced on the pole...it was the hottest thing i had ever seen. now im bacl to the same old routine, work and school....and id much rather just be at school then work. turning 22 in a few weeks, the only thing that makes it exciting is the fact my girl will be coming home for a few days to try and spend my birthday and valentines day together. well it nice to see freddie doing good out there in NY but i personally like wearing shorts and a t-shirt in january.